oscilating between being seen & staying invisible

SUNDAY MORNING MUSINGS

07.24.2022

Constant conundrum of wanting to be everywhere at once & no where at the same time sometimes leaves my body in state of limbo. This line I walk between being seen & staying invisible, exposes me to a myriad of emotions, of which I care not to repeat.

I wonder if it’s the same for everyone. Or is everyone aware of their place in life, firmly rooted in the belief that they are here to see or conquer. Why is it so, when I so vehemently believe that I’m born to do something, do I feel most comfortable in silently observing the world around me.

And why is it, that even that changes with the passing of the season.

With so many emotions bubbling beneath the surface, I wonder if it’s only human to keep challenging the whims & fancies of the mind. Or do you give up & succumb to it?

Sliding past the logic of societal expectations & the fear of being ordinary, reflecting on your core personality deserves some thoughts, no?

Tell me do you just ever stand & pause?